date:
Thursday, December 25, 2008
who loves TWILIGHT? *raises hand!*
i especially love BELLA'S SONG.
there are 2 versions of it, one for the movie, and one that was a potential piece called river flows in you, but both are beautiful!
the soulful melodies pull at my heartstrings, the piano chimes the music's meaning in a deep and purposeful manner.. brings tears to my eyes, music can be so, so , beautiful.
somewhere once, i heard this,
"you never give up on your music, ever."
i agree. without music, life would be so empty.
i'm gg to learn to play both versions:)
here are the links to both songs!
1) actual :
http://www.getalyric.com/listen/NNp0Tg4T43M/twilight_bella_s_lullaby_latest_sheet_music2) river flows in you version:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQME-ChSwNM&feature=relatedwhich do you think is nicer? haha personally i think the river flows in you version is nicer, but the actual one suit the theme of the movie better:)
if you want the mp3s or scoresheets leave a tag with your email add, i'll send you:)
loves:)
kaela @
11:49:00 PM
date:
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
"sometimes God breaks our spirit to save our soul, sometimes He breaks our heart to make us whole, sometimes he send us pain so we can be stronger, sometimes he sends us failure so we can be humble"
happy birthday Jesus, thanks for saving me 2008 years ago, though i dont really deserve it.
when my world was in darkness
You spoke Your work, night turned into day, Your beauty filled this place
when my world stood in silence
You filled my heart with songs that never end, forever i will praise
to think the universe could not withold Your glory,
You choose to live in me
i'm so amazed
and i, worship You, Lord
my life in You restored
here is my heart, make it Your sanctuary
for nobody else but Jesus only You
thanksgiving.
thank you Lord.
some days i just feel so depressed i dont know what i'm doing or holding on for.. sometimes i feel like throwing in the towel and just stop caring. sometimes i just want to shut myself in some deep hole or migrate to a foreign land to spend my life in nature and seclusion.
told a friend ytd: 'i'd rather be sing gle and envy sweet couples, then be attached but still envy sweet couples'
i dont know what's wrong, i dont know how to make things right. sometimes i feel like i can fight it out and jump the obstacle bars,sometimes i simply wonder if what i'm doing is the best way for us, or if i'm acting on a purely selfish instinct. yet to try to be maganimous and let go would seem weak and undertermined, and you'd say i' m not trying to solve the problem but rather, am running from it.
running's easier.
this holidays i've beemn working my ass off, but i've also been blessed with the good fortune of meeting up with friends i havent seen in ages. my jc friends at timbre, at sun and moon tdy, niger, wei xuan, gret, gary, jo, and of course my darlings qiu liy le eunice..
but here i am, spending christmas eve at my desk blogging, listening to the rain, alone.
i sound like some emo freak=/
sigh.. i'm just tired.. some alone time would be good..maybe i need a year of alone time.
in any case, tmr is Jesus' bday. for His sake, i'll end on a good note.
so i'll rmb, all those times You've brought me through
i'll be a fool to give up cause the goal is near
i'll move on, i'll hold on,
Lord i will take your hand and You will guide me along, weather the storm
so i say, come what may
i'll hold on to Your hope
and i will walk down this road, in hopes it will take me back home
kaela @
8:11:00 PM
date:
Thursday, December 18, 2008
'when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you, when you're gone, the face i came to know is missing too, when you're gone the words i need to hear will always get me through the day, and make it okay, i miss you' :(
i have furniture!
very ugly wood furniture from scanteak! i'm not crazy ver it but it functions and looks sensible so oh wells, it has to be. but now, i can sit on a chair ewith a table to type this! instead of on the floor and propping the lappie on my bed or a carton! lols:)
been woking everyday like mad!:(
cause christmas timae and our shop is very shophanded!=/ but i've been learning alot of new things so very happy:) like opening,mid shift and closing~! and for the first timne, i'm actually holding the master key to the shop overnight! will be opening the store tmr!:) yays!:)
next week's christmas!
havent done xmas shopping cause i'bve been soso busy!!:(
oh wells, need to slp early!
kaela @
11:49:00 PM
date:
Monday, December 08, 2008
a most beautiful song i hear at work everyday!! from disney toy story sountrack!
When she loved me
Sarah mc lachlan
When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy, so was i, when she loved me.
Through the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all
Just she and I together, like it was meant to be
And when she was lonely, I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me.
So the years went by, I stayed the same
And she began to drift away, I was left alone
Still I waited for the day, when she'd say "i will always love you."
Lonely and forgotten, never thought she'd look my way,
She smiled at me and held me, just like she used to do,
Like she loved me, when she loved me
When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful,
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
When she loved me.
kaela @
9:23:00 PM